I closed my eyes one night, and I imagined snow falling, just saw white raining against black. It was kind of beautiful though simple... I wonder what it would feel like to have an extended dream of raining snow... the meaning isn't so significant... not to say that meanings are insignificant, according to Freud and Dr. Karen Horney, Dream analysis was a method of resolving buried conflict., just thought I would add that..

So my lesson of the day... The ability to embrace and release.. Things grow, evolve and move: closer or away.. movement is inevitable, so the ability to embrace and release, is just such a powerful and calming idea as well as a way of being.. I highly recommend it. Not holding on to anything except for your mind, your sense of worth and your ability to continue to love...

BOYFRIEND

I keep listening to this song by Fishing & Guerre called Boyfriend, and in my mind I keep repeating those same lyrics, thought I had it all figured out, Art imitating life, life imitating art, I don't know, but they had it right with the I thought I had it all figured out... funny how life surprises you, not with new stuff, but with the same and the lame.... Lame is the keyword... maybe I'm lame, yeah seriously, I am so incredibly lame that I find myself blogging about how lame I am... yeah and [drumbeat] I'm even laughing about it....Guess that's what its all about, to be able to laugh at yourself every once in a while....At least I know I'm not narcissistic... Still figuring it out.